Diary of Love, Faith, Hope, and Victory!

Tony, wakes me up with his wonderful news that the 2nd reading today is really meant and timely for me. "The Will of God." God's Will for all is that we come to know Jesus and believe. Jesus is asking us to accept His invitation and to give up control of our life to Him. Jesus is asking us to trust him fully, in full surrender, to lead us and help us.  God, speaks to us through His Holy Spirit and through dreams, visions, and our thoughts. God speaks through preachers and teachers, but He can also speak through our spouse, kids, friends, and even enemies. God uses human channels to speak words of prophecy, tongues, and interpretation and words of wisdom and knowledge. I will start with the fact that I am free in Christ, by the Blood and the Cross of Jesus. And now, having been set free, I can engage myself in all kinds of wonderful relationships, projects, and adventures in fulfilling God's purpose for my life. So help me God.  Don't quit someone is praying for yo...

Today is another special day for me to celebrate. Happy Birthday to my dearest wonderful Tony. You are the greatest blessing to many and I thank God every day that he put you in my life. You are always the one pushing me to my limits. You are always the one who tells me it will all be alright. With your endless love and support, I became the strongest woman. You are my everything. I always pray and lift all our wishes in this life and after. May my simple gift of love and prayers be with you always. Lord, bless my husband and all his prayers and wishes to come true, the way it is good for him. You created a completely mannered young gentleman to our son. Your legacy remains. A man of few words is yet full of wisdom and gentleness. From my grateful heart, let me love you and Andreij for the rest of my life. Have a wonderful day dearest. We love you here, there, and everywhere. Tony Celebrates 62nd Birthday YouTube Video Tony's Birthday Message YouTube...

I sometimes have to look back, to see how far our journey has taken us. I wake up early today. Good, happy, excited to show my pure joy to my husband, having my contagious smile is a gift from God even I don't look pleasant physically to look at recently, I still believe that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I had a chance to think about how wonderful life is, to know that in this trying time, my husband is being supported by his siblings. They always remember me and Tony. From my heart, it is very important to me. I appreciate all your kind and genuine love and support. Thank you so much to you lord, for giving me Tony and our family united in one prayer. A random act of kindness, no matter how small, can make a tremendous impact on someone else's life. "C" can touch me, but not my soul, neither my thoughts nor my grateful heart. I choose to believe in my heart that I am meant to live a life full of passion, purpose, magic, and miracles. So help me God to keep m...

Love is all that really matters. Holy God, thank you for another day. It is within my hope in You that I am saved. I hope for what I do not see, I wait for it with patience. Father, I wait patiently for my healing. Remove all cancer cells out of my body and never let them return again. Bless my medicines, our medicines, my doctor, and nurses. I pray that You give me divine strength to endure the race and to survive this journey. I also pray for my classmates in this journey. Amen. Romans 8:24-25 Dear Lord, the scripture states that You sent out Your word and healed them. You rescued them from the grave. Father, hear my cries and rescue me from the grave. I put my trust in You, I also have hope in You that I will be saved and remove all cancer cells in my body, bless my medicines for my treatment so it can help to heal me, but, Lord, it is You who will save me. It is You who can make me whole again. Have Your divine way within me so that I can be at peace once again. Amen. Psalm 107:...

It's a sunny Sunday, I wake up a little late today. I feel good, happy, and grateful. Thank you, Tony, for this awesome shot.  Lord, let me keep a good attitude while I am here in the waiting room. Help me stay faithful in this waiting room, honoring You. I don’t have to make it happen, You will make it happen for me. That in all things God may be glorified.

Thank you so much, Mr. JC Buendia, for your caring concern, genuine love, and friendship. These are a timely gift package for me and for my family. Long live and more power to you and to your team for making these awesome quality material face masks. I highly recommend it.  #MASKmagiting #NinoyAquinoDay To Order: Check this link to see more: https://www.facebook.com/JCBuendiaMadeToMeasure/ Awesome quality face mask, limited edition by JC Buendia #maskmagiting Me and My Tony wearing JC Buendia Face Mask I love my new 3 layer face mask limited edition by Mr.  JC Buendia ! I highly recommend it. It's perfectly good for me and truly comfortable to wear on.  Check this link to see more: https://www.facebook.com/JCBuendiaMadeToMeasure/

Sunday afternoon is our normal family day. We had a cup of coffee and our favorites.  Today my beautiful friend sends us fantastic Ube Cheese Pandesal by Urban Orchard Cafe. #KapeAtPandesal To Order: https://www.facebook.com/UrbanOrchardCafe/

I saw the sun shining so brightly this morning. It made me remember my siblings and how blessed I am that God has given them to me. Let me thank my family with these simple clips for taking care of me ever since I was born and for all kinds of support they are extending to me and my husband Tony now in my roller coaster journey. Thank you for my father, for enduring every hard day to be able to provide for us and never complains. Even on his weak days, he remains strong and hard working to provide us with a good life here on earth. On September 1, 1982, he went to heaven.  Thank you for my mother who loves us unconditionally just like Mary loved Jesus. She provided us with breakfast food on the table which was very delicious. When my father died, she continues teaching piano to support me and my youngest brother. On April 22, 2001, she went home to heaven.  Thank you for the gift of siblings, Lord. Life would be so dull without them. They are my first best f...

Lord, I humbly pray to your Immaculate heart to please remove all cancer cells out of my body. Bless all my Medicines for my series of treatments. Bless my husband to always find money to support my treatment to buy all my chemo medicines needed including all the other side effects medicines.  Lord, I believe you bring us this far not to falter but to trust in your love and promises. I offer to you our financial difficulties according to your riches and glory. May these trying times be my love offering to cover all our prayers according to your will. May it also serve as an offering to all the prayers of my prayer partners and supporters' personal prayer intention. Bless my family, my doctor, my nurses, and all the people who are genuinely supporting me and helping us in all aspects of my Roller Coaster journey. Role of Jesus in Marriage and Family Life, Homily By Fr Emmanuel Menguito SVD - August 14, 2020 See more: https://fb.watch/3_5PoQeR6Z/ Role of Jesus in Marriage and Family ...

 August 3, 2020 It's my 11th Cycle today. The sun is brightly shining. Showing me another encouraging light moment to have a good fight.  Thank you for all your prayers, I owe you big time "Laban Tayo Sol Team" my medical treatment went well with some of my new medicines, I cannot help myself not to get nervous. All went well from the start-up to the last IV's.  Thank you, Lord, in heaven for working silently fighting for my battles. Thank you so much, Doc. Jorge Ignacio for giving me funny tips using Pilita Corales' way of bending her body whatever as long as it helps me it's okay.  Sis Josephine and JC Buendia naalala ko ang Pilita Corales fitting pictorial ko with my yellow gown. Hehehe Read more: https://princesssoldiaries.blogspot.com/search... Thank you, Mama Mary, for helping nurse Lira to get my best vein with tiny pain and let my medicine goes to that vein up to my last IVs. Nurse Lira finds a simple joke, she checks my needles and honestly I feel som...

Lord, save us. "Take courage, it is I." My Personal Sacramentals travels with my couple besties in Israel last year. They even place my prayer request on the wailing wall in Jerusalem. "May extra bonus pang Guadalupe gift pouch from Mexico." By faith these sacramentals helping me a lot in many ways, and in many circumstances. “When the time is ripe, I, the Lord, will make it happen” (Is. 60, 22). (Mt. 14, 13-21), we hear how the presence of Jesus made a difference and changed a difficult situation. He did not only make a miracle happen. He made people realize that they themselves can. God is with us, but we, too, have to do our part. Let us all make a difference, and be agents of change. People who pray make a difference. It is because of the many unknown and unnoticed people that pray who, in fact, help make miracles happen every day. And people who pray earnestly become different themselves. They become living miracles. People who sacrifice make a difference. Peop...

That in all things God may be Glorified! Thank you so much, Lord in heaven for the gift of a wonderful husband. Thank you so much, Tony for your caring hands and loving concern to help me. "Lahat ng remedy naiisip mo, mahusay naman ang mga experiment mo. Btw, nakatulog ka na nga at hawak pa rin ang kamay ko." You know what? Your hands have healing power. "Salamat sa pagdamay at pakiki-isa mo sa mga araw na di ko na rin alam gagawin ko."   Thank you, Lord, for this day onwards. Bless, protect and guide us. Amen #victorioussol   #labantayosolteam   #StrongerTogether   #courageoussol   #onmywaytorecovery

The photo was taken at Queen Victoria Garden May 2019 Good Morning Lord! Lord, may nothing separate me from You today and all the days of my life. Teach me how to choose only Your way today so each step will lead me closer to You. Help me walk by the word and not my feelings. Help me to keep my heart pure and undivided. Protect me from my own careless thoughts, words, and actions. And keep me from being distracted by MY wants, MY desires, MY thoughts on how things should be. Help me to embrace what comes my way as an opportunity rather than a personal inconvenience. You already see the ways I will fall short and mess up. But right now, I consciously tuck Your whisper of absolute love for me into the deepest part of my heart. I recognize Your love for me is not based on my performance. You love me, want me, and all. That's amazing. What's most amazing is that the Savior of the world would desire a few minutes with me every morning. Lord, help me to forever remember ...

God's greatest gift is to have a husband who never gives up on me to be well again. God is a perfect couple matchmaker. I am grateful to have the wonderful gift of a husband who loves me so dearly. He is always there to supply me with his many positive words of wisdom and push my strength to the fullest.  Today is my labtest day for my next chemo cycle. We're very early in the diagnostic center, to our surprise there are earlier than us. Parking is full, yet timely for Tony, he got the best spot. Besides, I finished early in my blood extraction. I am happy and thankful to Mama Mary and nurse Jang, it's great no pain at all. Many thanks, Tony for having me today for my blood chem. This is our Santo Niño De Pandacan. It was a gift from Tony during our visit to the feast of Santo Niño in Pandacan on January 18, 2020. Today's news headline: Santo Niño Church at Pandacan was on fire, alarm 3. Natupok and buong antigong simbahan. Once again, thank you for taking the time to r...

Lovely Morning! 1st day of July. My body is used to wake up at 4:30 AM. Today, I wake up so early. I feel rested, well, good, happy, and in the mood to receive many good news and blessings. There are still many beautiful days ahead. There are still wonders to behold, love to be felt, laughs to be heard, and moments that will stay in our hearts forever. Let's get through this time as best as we can. Sol, take care of yourself and those you love. I t's not easy, but let's do it together.  You and Me, on my way to recovery. New Sol  # StrongerTogether # OnMyWayToRecovery # LabanTayoSolTeam

Thank you so much, dearest Ate's for always being there for me, for taking care of me, ever since I was born. Praying with me is very important. "When a loved one is sick, the days are long, but the years are short." Original Dayo Sisters and Company YouTube Video

To God be the glory! Let me share my Chemo Day.  First of all, thank you so much to my wonderful husband Tony, my fantastic caring sister Ate Malou, and Chit for having me today. Thank you to my caring and supportive Nurses Lira, Karla, and Mobi. I always owe you big time. Thank you, Doc Jorge Ignacio for always helping me to be a more obedient patient. Worthy for me to understand the pros and cons of everything in layman's terms. "Natatawa ako ng maalala ko advise sa akin ni Doc, "huwag ka na kasi iiyak." try ko nga agad yesterday, naiiyak pa rin ako talaga. Pero bakit nga ba ako naiiyak. Hehehe   May bago akong classmate, naawa ako kasi nabalian pa siya ng buto sa legs, pero masaya naman siya kausap. Sabi nya sa akin, "Naku, malalamapasan mo yan, kasama ko nga sa work same sayo stage 4 pa nga, nakalusot at buhay pa hanggang ngayon." Hehehe My Note: Lord, the words don’t even seem adequate to express the gratitude in my heart. You are more than I deserve, ...

May 10, 2020 Lord, I know you know my heart. It's hard for me to perfect everything nowadays, my life for almost a year is not a piece of joke. Grant me the wisdom to know how I will be living and loving my short or long life with. Let me be the new me, a much stronger, much more amazing woman than I am in the past. Let me embrace myself and learn to love myself, more now than ever. I’ve been through so much with my diagnosis, my treatment, and my fear. It’s natural for me to feel relief, to worry, and to be afraid of what the future holds even after my doctor tells me that there is a remedy and my life is moving on. It’s a sweet moment with a lot of bitter mixed in. I will never be the same person I was before. I’ve grown, learned, and become a new person. It's not easy to be with people around me who do not really understand my roller coaster journey. It’s alright to feel more than one emotion, and it’s all right to be afraid of what the future holds. Now, I l...

I used to pray to go to my Chemotherapy and back home. On our way to the hospital, I double round my Holy Rosary, plus the Chaplet of Divine Mercy using my new Crystal Rosary beads gift of love and faith from Jerusalem. Going back home most of the time I am sleeping so I think I seldom finish my rosary, so I pray to my guardian angel that in that case, please finish it for me. Yes, prayer is my thanksgiving gift to God each time I am facing fear I keep my heart focus on my faith to his promises. As soon as you have begun to pray, an answer was given. Daniel 9:23 Thank you, to Tita Madre,  Sister Thea for this wonderful sacrament.

Grateful to you my Lord, in heaven. You've blessed me beyond measure. Thankful that in my heart lives life's greatest treasure. That You, dear Jesus, reside in that place and I'm ever so grateful for Your unending grace. A special day set aside for the reception of the blessings of God in a special way. Today, the floodgates of Heaven are opened wide for us to ask for Divine Mercy of God in our lives and the whole world at  large. Heaven is opened wide to pour down Favour, Grace, healing, deliverance to mankind, etc. Why not ask for these?  The Mercy of God abounds greatly today because He wants it that way. Jesus Christ said; Ask and you shall receive, Seek and you shall find; Knock and the door will be opened to you. Let us not miss today" s opportunity.  Our God is a Loving and Merciful God.  Lord have mercy on us! Amen

Thankful to you my Lord, that You've blessed me beyond measure. Thankful that in my heart lives life's greatest treasure. That You, dear Jesus, reside in that place and I'm ever so grateful for Your unending grace. A little rest after breakfast at  Epping, Victoria, Australia Photo was taken: May 20, 2019 Happy Blissful Feast of Divine Mercy Sunday!  A special day set aside for the reception of the blessings of God in a special way. Today, the floodgates of Heaven are opened wide for us to ask for the Divine Mercy of God in our lives and the whole world at large. Heaven is opened wide to pour down Favour, Grace, healing, deliverance to mankind, etc. Why not ask for these? The Mercy of God abounds greatly today because He wants it that way. Jesus Christ said; Ask and you shall receive, Seek and you shall find; Knock and the door will be opened to you. Let us not miss today" s opportunity. Our God is a Loving and Merciful God. Lord have mercy on us! Amen

These past days I am uncertain about many things. I need to learn everything about my health on my own, one discovery after another, I cannot explain because I cannot understand. All I know was to follow my heart, I can act quickly for no reason at all, basta kumikilos at basta lng naiisip ko ito, ganito, lahat sinisubukan dahil ang prayer ko ay "Lord, I know you are in control, you know everything about my past and my future, perhaps these disease looks like set back, but at times it seems like a set-up to level me, seems God is preparing me to the fullness of my destiny. I lift all of these cross, bahala ka na po sa akin, sa amin. Ituro mo po ang gagawin, at tulungan mo po ako sa lahat ng ito." and He help me make it through, He carry my cross and carry me. I need to practice obedience to see God's higher purpose for me. I change from day to day basis and lead myself to the unknown. I need to pass these tests, I think God wants to refine me. He wants to see if I can pas...