Diary of Love, Faith, Hope, and Victory!

Jesus, King of Mercy I trust in you! Dearest Sol, thank you for being grateful at all times for how far you've come, and not just how far you have to go. You may not be where you want to be, but neither are you where you used to be. It can be easy to get caught up in how far you have to go. Don't forget to look back, and recognize how far you have come. Every day brings you one step closer. God will make a way for you. I love you, Sol One step closer. God will make a way for you. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, smarter than you think, and twice as beautiful as you'd ever imagined. Jesus, please take care of me and let me recover smoothly. Amen   Holy Mary Mother of God, I turn to you for protection please hear and pray with me in my prayers and help me in my speedy recovery, and needs and save me from every danger. Amen It's my 35th Chemo treatment! Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginni...

I called the chemo days my ‘rainbow’ days and pictured healing thoughts as I received my infusions. This helped me to stay positive and endure the most difficult time of my Blue Ribbon life journey. I did a countdown of the treatments, and mentally it helped me to  see that number is getting higher and know the greatest healer is working on the process of my treatment and soon be cured completely. This Picture was taken September 11, 2022, Sunday Morning at SnR Alabang Tomorrow, Monday, September 12, 2022, is my 35th Chemo Cycle Treatment. Jesus, King of Mercy, I trust in you. Mother Mary pray for us who have recourse to thee. Amen  Thank you, Lord, for the provision you gift me and my husband Tony to continue my treatment. God bless all the generous, kind-hearted, prayers partners "Laban Tayo Sol Team" who never get tired of praying with me in my difficult and not-so-easy times. God gives graces and blessings because He loves us dearly. He works in a mysterious way. That in ...

To God be the glory! My 34th Chemotherapy, course 5 was finished gently. Jesus, bless all my veins and let all my medicines run effectively and smoothly all over my body. God bless Me, Tony, Maryann, Doc Ignacio, and the Nurses who never get tired and was always with me during my treatment. Grant me my fastest body recovery and be well gently. In Jesus' name. Amen

Thank you, thank you, thank you! God bless me and my chemo medicines. Thank you for the gift of provisions. Allow these medicines to cure me and melt all my tumors and cancer cells. God bless my awesome, sincere, and compassionate doctor Jorge Ignacio and kind nurses Jen, Karla, and Aden. Blessed God, You have commanded me to be strong and courageous. Lord, You know all things. Therefore, I find comfort in knowing that You are in control and You are not surprised by anything. I will not be terrified because You go with me. You will never leave me nor forsake me. Amen. Deuteronomy 31:6 Thank you so much, Tony, to my family at sa lahat ng donors upang maipagpatuloy ang aking treatment. God bless you all and let God bless all your wishes to come true. In Jesus' name. Amen!  It's my 33rd chemo day! Cool lng ako dahil kasama ko palagi si Tony at Doc Ignacio. Secret lng na alam kong kasama ko si Bro Jesus, Mama Mary, and Papa Joseph, at syempre di ko nalilimutan ang baon kong lahat n...

To God be all the glory! Today is my 32nd infusion, Target Chemotherapy treatment! The cup isn’t half empty, it’s half full! I believe in my dream. God will give back my health and continue my number of days. He has the best plan in my life, what God planted in my heart will come true. I survived 2 Cancers, Colon, and Abdominal wall. My liver metastasis is my present battle. Jesus already wins my 3rd Cancer. He is in control of everything. I claim all my dreams, will come true in God's perfect time. Nothing is impossible with my God. He is my greatest healer. He will heal me and cure my body in his perfect time. In Jesus' name, I will be cured. Amen! My Prayer for today: Eternal Father, please help me to not lose heart. You say that though outwardly we are wasting away, inwardly we are being renewed day by day. You say that “For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all.”  Lord, bless me and my IV Target Chemo medicine Mv...

It's the 1st Thursday of the year 2022, its another wonderful morning to smell the freshness of the morning breeze from our bedroom window after my morning offering. Adding small rounded white quail eggs for our sopas breakfast. Today, I think of Quail eggs and Macaroni soup for breakfast. During the chemotherapy period, many side effects could affect our immune system so we need to add extra nutritional food to our meal. I choose my favorite food to consider my appetite and keep my cute round shape para naman di na makadagdag pa sa isipin ni Doc ang aking pangangatawan, besides mainam naman and mabilog shape rin naman yon diba. Hahaha!  Thank you, for the best Morning every day to receive great health and life. Let's enjoy every minute thinking of positive moments with everything we love to think and do, and less for the not so lovely memories. Adding small round white for my food. Today, naisip ko naman ang quail eggs for our sopas breakfast.  Quail eggs are an excellent sou...

1st Wednesday and my 1st Chemo tablets set for this year were delivered today. Chemo tablets are just one kind of my many medicines per set per cycle.  My 30th Chemo cycle will be my 1st set for this year. Getting ready na po ako Doc.  Btw, na inspire ako sa nag deliver kanina, gabi na pero nandito siya for my medicines. Mahina lng ang boses niya, halos di namin madinig baka nahihiya siya, dahil kinakahulan siya ng dogs pagtawag niya, sasagot ng tahol ang dogs. Na imagine nyo ba ang sound na ganoon, cute diba. Little things like this make me happy, that someone I don't know personally cares. Salamat sa lahat ng mga tulong, pagmamahal, at effort ng ating team. Important for me ang malasakit at pagmamahal ninyong lahat, ang pagmamahal ni God ay tunay na unconditional. God works in mysterious way sa paraan na masusurpresa tayo para maging mas masaya tayo. To God be all the glory! 

2 month-old Ganryu, my fur healer puppy. Was born on my 1st Chemo Cycle January 2, 2020 Ang pagkakaroon ng kanser ay isa sa mga pinakamabigat na karanasan na maaaring mapagdaanan ng isang tao sa kanyang buhay. Ang pagkabalisa at pag-aalala ay nagsisimula na kahit sa paghihinala pa lamang ng pagkakaroon ng kanser. Ito ay nagiging mas mabigat habang pinagdaraanan ng pasyente ang proseso ng diagnosis at pagpapagamot. Ang pasaning ito ay hindi lamang nakakaapekto sa pasyente kundi pati na rin sa kanyang pamilya at mga kaibigan. Para makapagpakita ng suporta sa isang pasyenteng may kanser, anu-ano ang mga bagay na maaaring gawin ng isang taong nagmamalasakit? 1. Ihanda ang sarili para mapagtuunan ng pansin ang pasyente. Tantsahin ang mga sariling emosyon bago humarap sa pasyente. 2. Magkaroon ng kaalaman tungkol sa sakit ng pasyente at intindihin ang pananaw ng pasyente tungkol dito. 3. Maghanda para sa mga pagbabagong maaaring mangyari sa pasyente tulad ng pangangayayat o p...

Today, be thankful and think about how rich you are. Your family is priceless, Your time is gold, and your health is wealth. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I wake up at 1:30am, I am hungry, and yes! I feel better than yesterday. I prepare my midnight food, reheated baked macaroni, and ensure by myself. It was awesome. I started eating while browsing my timeline memories. Ang dami pala ganap ang December 14, sa aking buhay. 10th Birthday ng aking apo Nicolisha at 7th Birthday ni Laika Husky today. Also, anniversary namin ng aking anak na si Andreij to be in China for the 1st time.

Jesus King of Mercy I trust in you! Face your fear so the shadow will go behind. It's easy to get afraid but my Lord, Jesus Christ put courage and hope in my heart. He is fighting for me and he is always with me. (Exodus 14:14) November 30, 2021 1st CT Scan comparison to my previous CT Scan October 2021, after 3 months of my IMRT completion. My Liver CT Scan is for my every after 4th Avastin 400mg IV infusion monitoring development and for my next chemotherapy cycle 29th treatment. YouTube Video Thank you so much, father God for the smooth and happy CT Scan procedure today. I may not understand all your messages for me, but I always felt your healing manifestation in my heart. Today I experience something very new. I felt the coldness of the IV Contrast while it's running inside my veins. At first, I thought it was leaking and when the Radiologist check it it's not and I check it too he is right. Whatever it is, it's not the normal way. I remember it was supposed to be ...

To God be all the glory! It's been 2 years ago today. Thank you so much, I love you all. Read more on the original post: https://www.facebook.com/photo?fbid=10214102073893395&set=a.10214035262103142 July 13, 2020 Affordable Nutritious Healthy Dragon fruit. Thank you so much  Isam Palanisamy ,  Carly Vill  for the free delivery. Once again, thank you for taking the time to read this blog. It is what it is today due to your comments and support. As always, do share your comments with other readers or in person in the name of open and honest discussion. I love you all.

It was one morning when we're supposedly going to a certain place, but things change for us, Mama Mary guide us to see her Miraculous place in an unknown place where we only see signs along the way and we just follow. It was a long and winding road to start with but if you are courageous enough you will trust your instinct and you will be thankful that God shows you the place which is not for everyone to see. Along with this journey, my thoughts are to be with my sisters. I don't know how much time I still have so I just come with them into my mind Cancer is just a chapter in my life and not the whole story so I must make the most of my journey thrusting God and Mama Mary's way for me. Finally, we arrived at the place. Peaceful, walang katao tao. Pero meron pala. So you need to go down stairs, mahaba and hagdan pababa and along the way makikita mo and simple story through images. Holy Family and unang bubungad, then ang Our Lady of Lourdes, then may makikita kang isang mali...