Diary of Love, Faith, Hope, and Victory!

Jesus, King of Mercy I trust in you! Dearest Sol, thank you for being grateful at all times for how far you've come, and not just how far you have to go. You may not be where you want to be, but neither are you where you used to be. It can be easy to get caught up in how far you have to go. Don't forget to look back, and recognize how far you have come. Every day brings you one step closer. God will make a way for you. I love you, Sol One step closer. God will make a way for you. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, smarter than you think, and twice as beautiful as you'd ever imagined. Jesus, please take care of me and let me recover smoothly. Amen   Holy Mary Mother of God, I turn to you for protection please hear and pray with me in my prayers and help me in my speedy recovery, and needs and save me from every danger. Amen It's my 35th Chemo treatment! Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginni...

Thank you, thank you, thank you! God bless me and my chemo medicines. Thank you for the gift of provisions. Allow these medicines to cure me and melt all my tumors and cancer cells. God bless my awesome, sincere, and compassionate doctor Jorge Ignacio and kind nurses Jen, Karla, and Aden. Blessed God, You have commanded me to be strong and courageous. Lord, You know all things. Therefore, I find comfort in knowing that You are in control and You are not surprised by anything. I will not be terrified because You go with me. You will never leave me nor forsake me. Amen. Deuteronomy 31:6 Thank you so much, Tony, to my family at sa lahat ng donors upang maipagpatuloy ang aking treatment. God bless you all and let God bless all your wishes to come true. In Jesus' name. Amen!  It's my 33rd chemo day! Cool lng ako dahil kasama ko palagi si Tony at Doc Ignacio. Secret lng na alam kong kasama ko si Bro Jesus, Mama Mary, and Papa Joseph, at syempre di ko nalilimutan ang baon kong lahat n...

It's the 1st Thursday of the year 2022, its another wonderful morning to smell the freshness of the morning breeze from our bedroom window after my morning offering. Adding small rounded white quail eggs for our sopas breakfast. Today, I think of Quail eggs and Macaroni soup for breakfast. During the chemotherapy period, many side effects could affect our immune system so we need to add extra nutritional food to our meal. I choose my favorite food to consider my appetite and keep my cute round shape para naman di na makadagdag pa sa isipin ni Doc ang aking pangangatawan, besides mainam naman and mabilog shape rin naman yon diba. Hahaha!  Thank you, for the best Morning every day to receive great health and life. Let's enjoy every minute thinking of positive moments with everything we love to think and do, and less for the not so lovely memories. Adding small round white for my food. Today, naisip ko naman ang quail eggs for our sopas breakfast.  Quail eggs are an excellent sou...

Today, be thankful and think about how rich you are. Your family is priceless, Your time is gold, and your health is wealth. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I wake up at 1:30am, I am hungry, and yes! I feel better than yesterday. I prepare my midnight food, reheated baked macaroni, and ensure by myself. It was awesome. I started eating while browsing my timeline memories. Ang dami pala ganap ang December 14, sa aking buhay. 10th Birthday ng aking apo Nicolisha at 7th Birthday ni Laika Husky today. Also, anniversary namin ng aking anak na si Andreij to be in China for the 1st time.

Jesus King of Mercy I trust in you! Face your fear so the shadow will go behind. It's easy to get afraid but my Lord, Jesus Christ put courage and hope in my heart. He is fighting for me and he is always with me. (Exodus 14:14) November 30, 2021 1st CT Scan comparison to my previous CT Scan October 2021, after 3 months of my IMRT completion. My Liver CT Scan is for my every after 4th Avastin 400mg IV infusion monitoring development and for my next chemotherapy cycle 29th treatment. YouTube Video Thank you so much, father God for the smooth and happy CT Scan procedure today. I may not understand all your messages for me, but I always felt your healing manifestation in my heart. Today I experience something very new. I felt the coldness of the IV Contrast while it's running inside my veins. At first, I thought it was leaking and when the Radiologist check it it's not and I check it too he is right. Whatever it is, it's not the normal way. I remember it was supposed to be ...

Our awesome God gifts me his awesome  Cancer specialist Doctor Jorge Ignacio  and on top of his good heart, He grants me another awesome Radio Oncologist Doctor Vicente Francisco Hizon Chairman of Radio Oncologist at Perpetual Hospital. They were able to help me have a possible remedy to relieve my pain, improve the quality of my life, and maybe by God's grace it can kill my Cancer DNA cells on that certain painful tumor on my abdominal muscles.  Today is my 56th Birthday and it's my 35th Radiation Treatment day here at Perpetual Hospital in Las Pinas. It's my Graduation Day. I personally ask Radio Oncology Doctor Vicente Francisco R. Hizon, MD. if I am already a candidate for graduation today and with a confident smile He answered me YES! You will graduate today you've finished your remedial class and today is your graduation day here at LINAC. I finished 35 days of radiation on my Right Rectus Abdominis Mass (Radiation 25 days / 200 daily dose/total of 5000 and Boost ...

To God be all the glory! It's been 2 years ago today. Thank you so much, I love you all. Read more on the original post: https://www.facebook.com/photo?fbid=10214102073893395&set=a.10214035262103142 July 13, 2020 Affordable Nutritious Healthy Dragon fruit. Thank you so much  Isam Palanisamy ,  Carly Vill  for the free delivery. Once again, thank you for taking the time to read this blog. It is what it is today due to your comments and support. As always, do share your comments with other readers or in person in the name of open and honest discussion. I love you all.

2 years after my 1st ever Blood Transfusion! Simple Breakfast with my family to celebrate my 2 years old! 2 years old na ako for my 2nd life! Lord, kwentuhan po muna tayo before I sleep. Madaming blessing mo na po talaga sa akin. Thank you sa lahat and in advance. Alam mo po bang masaya ako sa araw araw. Gustong gusto ko pong magkaroon ng fresh vision for what breakthrough will look like in my life. With all your love, help me to pursue healing while I wait for my miracle cure every day. Show me how to rest right in the middle of the storm. Help me to enjoy the feast You prepare for me, right in the middle of the battlefield. I want my whole life to testify that there’s a God in heaven who knows my name and who will get me safely home when my time comes. Yung bang mapuno ako ng sigla with the wonder of Your love and power every day. I am determined to win this battle with You, Mama Mary, Saint Joseph, my husband, son, family, doctors, nurses, all the Angels, Saints, and those close to ...

It's been a year today, now I understand completely the meaning of my dreams. It takes a year for me to write my personal proof that Jesus, Mama Mary, Saint Joseph, All the Angels, and Saints are all along with me side by side in my roller-coaster journey. Learning a lot of things is never too late for me to really understand by heart how faith can see us through.  I am alive, I am breathing and feeling better by the grace of God with the help of my Oncology Doctor and his miraculous medicines, Nurses' care, My family, and very close friends who sincerely love and supporting me and my family in many ways. I am grateful to my husband, my son, our siblings, my best friends for always finding a cure to help me continue. Wala silang pinang-hihinayangan, at sa lahat ng oras na nakikita nila akong bumubuti ay tunay na ramdam ko ang kasiyahan mula sa kanilang mga puso.  Let me share something very special to me, ang pakiramdam ko ngayon ay bumalik na ako sa tamang tema ng aking kataw...

To God be all the glory! Yehey! Madami na ulit hair ko, though bungi-bungi pa kilay ko ayus na rin. If ever, balding returns I think I can handle it more bravely. Wink! My husband noticed that my hair is increasing in volume and he never forget to touch my hair and remind me that it is a sign of life. Behind his back, I always felt my tears down on my cheeks just knowing that I am really gaining back my hair. It's like a baby in my mother's womb that waiting for the exact number of days to complete me and be born.  I just realize that I love short hair on me. My new baby hair or Virgin hair turns soft, wavy, and silky. This gives me a little fun to consider my new look, seems I want to try new looks as my hair gets longer and makes it feel more fun rather than pain (though it definitely can be). I tried to treat each length as to if I had a new haircut and was learning to restyle it. But I love it this short for many practical reasons like it's easy maintenance and I feel ...