Diary of Love, Faith, Hope, and Victory!

To God be the glory! Let me share my joy with everyone who might be on the same journey as I am. I was able to finish on time these 2 frames for the celebration of today's Healing Mass for the Feast of Saint Camillus De Lellis, Pray for us. Viva San Kamilo !!! PATRON OF THE SICK, HOSPITALS AND NURSES Camillus de Lellis, M.I., (25 May 1550 – 14 July 1614) was a Roman Catholic priest from Italy who founded the Camillians, a religious order dedicated to the care of the sick. He was beatified by Pope Benedict XIV in the year 1742 and canonized by him four years later in 1746. St. Camillus de Lellis is the patron saint of the sick, hospitals, and nurses. He dedicated his life to the ill and to organizing hospitals. He founded the Order of the Camillians, priests, and brothers who work in the area of health. He considered the sick to be Jesus Himself. Remember "You are a blessing even if you are sick. Allow the Lord to heal you totally and completely." In the name of Jesus, so...

Thank you, thank you, thank you! God bless me and my chemo medicines. Thank you for the gift of provisions. Allow these medicines to cure me and melt all my tumors and cancer cells. God bless my awesome, sincere, and compassionate doctor Jorge Ignacio and kind nurses Jen, Karla, and Aden. Blessed God, You have commanded me to be strong and courageous. Lord, You know all things. Therefore, I find comfort in knowing that You are in control and You are not surprised by anything. I will not be terrified because You go with me. You will never leave me nor forsake me. Amen. Deuteronomy 31:6 Thank you so much, Tony, to my family at sa lahat ng donors upang maipagpatuloy ang aking treatment. God bless you all and let God bless all your wishes to come true. In Jesus' name. Amen!  It's my 33rd chemo day! Cool lng ako dahil kasama ko palagi si Tony at Doc Ignacio. Secret lng na alam kong kasama ko si Bro Jesus, Mama Mary, and Papa Joseph, at syempre di ko nalilimutan ang baon kong lahat n...

To God be all the glory! Today is my 32nd infusion, Target Chemotherapy treatment! The cup isn’t half empty, it’s half full! I believe in my dream. God will give back my health and continue my number of days. He has the best plan in my life, what God planted in my heart will come true. I survived 2 Cancers, Colon, and Abdominal wall. My liver metastasis is my present battle. Jesus already wins my 3rd Cancer. He is in control of everything. I claim all my dreams, will come true in God's perfect time. Nothing is impossible with my God. He is my greatest healer. He will heal me and cure my body in his perfect time. In Jesus' name, I will be cured. Amen! My Prayer for today: Eternal Father, please help me to not lose heart. You say that though outwardly we are wasting away, inwardly we are being renewed day by day. You say that “For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all.”  Lord, bless me and my IV Target Chemo medicine Mv...

To God be all the glory! Today is my Anti-rabies Vaccination Graduation day. I've been in my 15 days under observation due to a cat bite. I need to submit myself for a series of serious VERORAB anti-rabies vaccines and ERIG - Immunoglobin to complete my antibodies for my immunity and protection against animal rabies. Since I am a Cancer Patient all are not that easy, thank you, God, in heaven for giving me my husband Tony and Ate Malou for assisting me in my requirements along the process.  Let me acknowledge my kind and concerned Doctors that cure the side effects on my skin along the process. Infection Disease Specialist Dra. Nenita Alberto gave me the medication for the unusual flare of Urticaria/hives that appear in my whole body except my face area for 3 consecutive days.  Let me also give thanks to a prestigious Dra. Rossana Ditangco of RITM for the advice while we are monitoring my condition. Also to my very kind Oncology, Doctor Jorge Ignacio for his timely approval on...

It's the 1st Thursday of the year 2022, its another wonderful morning to smell the freshness of the morning breeze from our bedroom window after my morning offering. Adding small rounded white quail eggs for our sopas breakfast. Today, I think of Quail eggs and Macaroni soup for breakfast. During the chemotherapy period, many side effects could affect our immune system so we need to add extra nutritional food to our meal. I choose my favorite food to consider my appetite and keep my cute round shape para naman di na makadagdag pa sa isipin ni Doc ang aking pangangatawan, besides mainam naman and mabilog shape rin naman yon diba. Hahaha!  Thank you, for the best Morning every day to receive great health and life. Let's enjoy every minute thinking of positive moments with everything we love to think and do, and less for the not so lovely memories. Adding small round white for my food. Today, naisip ko naman ang quail eggs for our sopas breakfast.  Quail eggs are an excellent sou...

1st Wednesday and my 1st Chemo tablets set for this year were delivered today. Chemo tablets are just one kind of my many medicines per set per cycle.  My 30th Chemo cycle will be my 1st set for this year. Getting ready na po ako Doc.  Btw, na inspire ako sa nag deliver kanina, gabi na pero nandito siya for my medicines. Mahina lng ang boses niya, halos di namin madinig baka nahihiya siya, dahil kinakahulan siya ng dogs pagtawag niya, sasagot ng tahol ang dogs. Na imagine nyo ba ang sound na ganoon, cute diba. Little things like this make me happy, that someone I don't know personally cares. Salamat sa lahat ng mga tulong, pagmamahal, at effort ng ating team. Important for me ang malasakit at pagmamahal ninyong lahat, ang pagmamahal ni God ay tunay na unconditional. God works in mysterious way sa paraan na masusurpresa tayo para maging mas masaya tayo. To God be all the glory! 

2 month-old Ganryu, my fur healer puppy. Was born on my 1st Chemo Cycle January 2, 2020 Ang pagkakaroon ng kanser ay isa sa mga pinakamabigat na karanasan na maaaring mapagdaanan ng isang tao sa kanyang buhay. Ang pagkabalisa at pag-aalala ay nagsisimula na kahit sa paghihinala pa lamang ng pagkakaroon ng kanser. Ito ay nagiging mas mabigat habang pinagdaraanan ng pasyente ang proseso ng diagnosis at pagpapagamot. Ang pasaning ito ay hindi lamang nakakaapekto sa pasyente kundi pati na rin sa kanyang pamilya at mga kaibigan. Para makapagpakita ng suporta sa isang pasyenteng may kanser, anu-ano ang mga bagay na maaaring gawin ng isang taong nagmamalasakit? 1. Ihanda ang sarili para mapagtuunan ng pansin ang pasyente. Tantsahin ang mga sariling emosyon bago humarap sa pasyente. 2. Magkaroon ng kaalaman tungkol sa sakit ng pasyente at intindihin ang pananaw ng pasyente tungkol dito. 3. Maghanda para sa mga pagbabagong maaaring mangyari sa pasyente tulad ng pangangayayat o p...

Today, be thankful and think about how rich you are. Your family is priceless, Your time is gold, and your health is wealth. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I wake up at 1:30am, I am hungry, and yes! I feel better than yesterday. I prepare my midnight food, reheated baked macaroni, and ensure by myself. It was awesome. I started eating while browsing my timeline memories. Ang dami pala ganap ang December 14, sa aking buhay. 10th Birthday ng aking apo Nicolisha at 7th Birthday ni Laika Husky today. Also, anniversary namin ng aking anak na si Andreij to be in China for the 1st time.

Jesus King of Mercy I trust in you! Face your fear so the shadow will go behind. It's easy to get afraid but my Lord, Jesus Christ put courage and hope in my heart. He is fighting for me and he is always with me. (Exodus 14:14) November 30, 2021 1st CT Scan comparison to my previous CT Scan October 2021, after 3 months of my IMRT completion. My Liver CT Scan is for my every after 4th Avastin 400mg IV infusion monitoring development and for my next chemotherapy cycle 29th treatment. YouTube Video Thank you so much, father God for the smooth and happy CT Scan procedure today. I may not understand all your messages for me, but I always felt your healing manifestation in my heart. Today I experience something very new. I felt the coldness of the IV Contrast while it's running inside my veins. At first, I thought it was leaking and when the Radiologist check it it's not and I check it too he is right. Whatever it is, it's not the normal way. I remember it was supposed to be ...

Let's mark this day, 1st day of October 2021. My 1st appearance as a Cancer warrior in Bro. Adrian TGIF segment, Healing with Rev. Fr. Joseph Faller. Eucharistic miracles happen that bring healing to our body, healing to our sight. The sign of the Eucharist really points to his presence. And the grace that flows from his presence makes wonders happen. “Prayer is not asking. Prayer is putting oneself in the hands of God, at His disposition, and listening to His voice in the depth of our hearts.” Mother Teresa There is always a first time, and for me, 1st time is always unforgettable. Today Brother Adrian Panganiban gave me a precious gift. Thank you so much Bro A. for the kindness and sincere friendship. It's priceless indeed like you. In this hour, Jesus Christ our God is 1st in everything. it's Mama Marys's month October, the month of the Holy Rosary. I myself am a Marian Devotee and I consider this day and month a special one. Lord, look upon me with eyes of mercy. Ma...

Our awesome God gifts me his awesome  Cancer specialist Doctor Jorge Ignacio  and on top of his good heart, He grants me another awesome Radio Oncologist Doctor Vicente Francisco Hizon Chairman of Radio Oncologist at Perpetual Hospital. They were able to help me have a possible remedy to relieve my pain, improve the quality of my life, and maybe by God's grace it can kill my Cancer DNA cells on that certain painful tumor on my abdominal muscles.  Today is my 56th Birthday and it's my 35th Radiation Treatment day here at Perpetual Hospital in Las Pinas. It's my Graduation Day. I personally ask Radio Oncology Doctor Vicente Francisco R. Hizon, MD. if I am already a candidate for graduation today and with a confident smile He answered me YES! You will graduate today you've finished your remedial class and today is your graduation day here at LINAC. I finished 35 days of radiation on my Right Rectus Abdominis Mass (Radiation 25 days / 200 daily dose/total of 5000 and Boost ...