Diary of Love, Faith, Hope, and Victory!

To God be all the glory! It's been 2 years ago today. Thank you so much, I love you all. Read more on the original post: https://www.facebook.com/photo?fbid=10214102073893395&set=a.10214035262103142 July 13, 2020 Affordable Nutritious Healthy Dragon fruit. Thank you so much  Isam Palanisamy ,  Carly Vill  for the free delivery. Once again, thank you for taking the time to read this blog. It is what it is today due to your comments and support. As always, do share your comments with other readers or in person in the name of open and honest discussion. I love you all.

According to this passage from the Bible, when we are sick we should pray to the Lord AND call the doctor, for in many cases it may be that the Lord will use the physician as the primary source of healing. The key is to let our Lord be in charge, and not dictate to Him the ways in which you want Him to help you. Let Him use all the means at His disposal-we are just to trustfully surrender to His care: "Cast all your care on the Lord, for He cares for you" ( I Peter 5:7). Both healing prayer and medical care, in the end, all come down to that little prayer at the bottom of the Image of the Divine Mercy: 'Jesus, I trust in You." In other words, "Jesus, I completely entrust myself to You. I hand over my whole condition to You (body, mind, and spirit) for strength and guidance, and for being made whole again according to Your will because I trust completely in Your merciful love for me, which always greater than I can ask, or even imagine." We see this reflecte...

Lord, God in heaven, Thank you so much, for my awesome Doctor Jorge, he assured me through my medicines not to lose my appetite. Thank you so much, for all these colorful food that glow before my eyes, bless this food to be healthy so it will cure and energize my body. Make it yummy so I could finish all this healthy food prepared for me by my dearest Tony and Ate Malou. Amen Once again, thank you for taking the time to read this blog. It is what it is today due to your comments and support. As always, do share your comments with other readers in the name of open and honest discussion.

Today, I had another pleasant morning to have the sunshine going inside our Master's bedroom. Recently it's not always sunny, most of the time it's a gloomy day with rain shower the whole day. Thank you, Vitamin D for making my skin red again. Vitamin D is free, why not take a lot of it and be thankful to God, how wonderful to receive his freebies every day.  God's message for me today: Isiah 30: 18-19 Thank you, Kim and Ganryu for always having me in our morning ritual. Kim is my buddy while having a Vitamin D ritual. "Lusog -lusog ng mga dede nya, punong puno ng milk." How wonderful to have my Ganryu for a year. "Naka one year old ka na bunso, naka one year na tayo kasama pa rin kita mag pa araw sa umaga. Salamat bunso." My Defender! Ate Lilia, gave me this plant long time ago. It's has a good sign for me. Sabi ni Tony, yesterday close pa ito, the whole night namukadkad siya, mabango at kakaiba, anong name kaya niya? Let me share my little stor...

Today, Tony got my specimen at LPDH the staff there was cooperative. They call me right away after they finally prepare my slide disk and wax specimen for KRAS and NRAS test at St. Lukes's. We need to pay the refundable deposit amount of PHP3,000.00 to get the specimen.  The same day we traveled from south to north. We arrive timely at St. Lukes Hospital. All went smooth and light. Thank you so much, for the guidance Lord. We need to wait for 2 to 3 weeks for the result. In the meantime, t ime to get relaxation while waiting for the result.  There’s always a silver lining. My journey is not easy, I need to go on with so much patience, humbleness, positivity, prayers, and faith in all the things that we are doing.  My health and my life are a big blessing, a priceless blessing. One day I will be completely healed and will be a blessing again to my family and loved ones and to all the people who love me as a blessing to their life. I am grateful for all of your love, prayer...

They do say you appreciate the simple things a lot more with cancer.  For the first month of my 2nd set of new medicines, I wore a different wig. My family and close friends thought it was great when I showcased Blondie, Sportie, Cutie, and Kikay around (I put names on my wig). But the wigs were hot and uncomfortable if you don't have any hair at all and I feared I was slowing my hair growth by covering my scalp. So I ditched the wigs unless I have official important appointments. It took me weeks to pluck up the courage to stop wearing my wig (also hot and itchy) around, but eventually, I unveiled my naked scalp with my uneven sprouting hairs and bald crown and skulked self-consciously around our home avoiding people’s gaze. One of my sissies used to call me via FB with a camera, she requested to me to please always put on my hijab since she's not used to seeing me as a talking egg. Hehehe. Braving my head was terrifying. Thanks to my compassionate Oncology Doctor for sharing ...

Without fear, we can’t have courage. We cannot act courageously in any situation unless we have something to protect, something to honor, something to prove, or something to commit to. There are two motivating forces to have courage, fear, and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves, in all our glory and imperfections. If you're having a hard time seeing your way out of a situation, try modeling your behavior after someone else who's faced adversity. Uncertainty is the source of many fears. However, you can learn to tolerate uncertainty by gradually working it into your daily experience. This will increase your confidence and ability to handle uncertain situations, which will allow you to act with bravery. You’ll always be able to think of more reasons not to take a chance than reasons to go for it, and there’s a reason for that. We a...

A good fight for my future. A Journey of Faith, Love, Hope, Victory! Happy Team! Laban Tayo Sol Team! I am grateful looking back over a year ago, 365 days have gone in a row, and I am fighting for a good fight by the grace of God I was able to overcome a lot for the 1st time in my life. After the recovery from surgery, I need to submit myself to an Oncologist to complete my recovery. Get ready for the next battle. I lift this battle to the Lord, he will take my steps according to his time and pace. Let me share with all my courageous classmates in all parts of the world, a simple yet incredible discovery diagnosing with big "C". This is how I started to understand how powerful our unspoken thoughts, that leads me to God's plan in my life, submission of my faith that God lead me to my anointed , Oncologist to continue the process of my healing and value the importance of a good fight.  I learned a lot in this journey and it all started in one simple step ...

Love is all that really matters. Holy God, thank you for another day. It is within my hope in You that I am saved. I hope for what I do not see, I wait for it with patience. Father, I wait patiently for my healing. Remove all cancer cells out of my body and never let them return again. Bless my medicines, our medicines, my doctor, and nurses. I pray that You give me divine strength to endure the race and to survive this journey. I also pray for my classmates in this journey. Amen. Romans 8:24-25 Dear Lord, the scripture states that You sent out Your word and healed them. You rescued them from the grave. Father, hear my cries and rescue me from the grave. I put my trust in You, I also have hope in You that I will be saved and remove all cancer cells in my body, bless my medicines for my treatment so it can help to heal me, but, Lord, it is You who will save me. It is You who can make me whole again. Have Your divine way within me so that I can be at peace once again. Amen. Psalm 107:...

That in all things God may be Glorified! Thank you so much, Lord in heaven for the gift of a wonderful husband. Thank you so much, Tony for your caring hands and loving concern to help me. "Lahat ng remedy naiisip mo, mahusay naman ang mga experiment mo. Btw, nakatulog ka na nga at hawak pa rin ang kamay ko." You know what? Your hands have healing power. "Salamat sa pagdamay at pakiki-isa mo sa mga araw na di ko na rin alam gagawin ko."   Thank you, Lord, for this day onwards. Bless, protect and guide us. Amen #victorioussol   #labantayosolteam   #StrongerTogether   #courageoussol   #onmywaytorecovery

These past days I am uncertain about many things. I need to learn everything about my health on my own, one discovery after another, I cannot explain because I cannot understand. All I know was to follow my heart, I can act quickly for no reason at all, basta kumikilos at basta lng naiisip ko ito, ganito, lahat sinisubukan dahil ang prayer ko ay "Lord, I know you are in control, you know everything about my past and my future, perhaps these disease looks like set back, but at times it seems like a set-up to level me, seems God is preparing me to the fullness of my destiny. I lift all of these cross, bahala ka na po sa akin, sa amin. Ituro mo po ang gagawin, at tulungan mo po ako sa lahat ng ito." and He help me make it through, He carry my cross and carry me. I need to practice obedience to see God's higher purpose for me. I change from day to day basis and lead myself to the unknown. I need to pass these tests, I think God wants to refine me. He wants to see if I can pas...