Diary of Love, Faith, Hope, and Victory!

Thank you so much, dearest Ate's for always being there for me, for taking care of me, ever since I was born. Praying with me is very important. "When a loved one is sick, the days are long, but the years are short." Original Dayo Sisters and Company YouTube Video

To God be the glory! Let me share my Chemo Day.  First of all, thank you so much to my wonderful husband Tony, my fantastic caring sister Ate Malou, and Chit for having me today. Thank you to my caring and supportive Nurses Lira, Karla, and Mobi. I always owe you big time. Thank you, Doc Jorge Ignacio for always helping me to be a more obedient patient. Worthy for me to understand the pros and cons of everything in layman's terms. "Natatawa ako ng maalala ko advise sa akin ni Doc, "huwag ka na kasi iiyak." try ko nga agad yesterday, naiiyak pa rin ako talaga. Pero bakit nga ba ako naiiyak. Hehehe   May bago akong classmate, naawa ako kasi nabalian pa siya ng buto sa legs, pero masaya naman siya kausap. Sabi nya sa akin, "Naku, malalamapasan mo yan, kasama ko nga sa work same sayo stage 4 pa nga, nakalusot at buhay pa hanggang ngayon." Hehehe My Note: Lord, the words don’t even seem adequate to express the gratitude in my heart. You are more than I deserve, ...

May 10, 2020 Lord, I know you know my heart. It's hard for me to perfect everything nowadays, my life for almost a year is not a piece of joke. Grant me the wisdom to know how I will be living and loving my short or long life with. Let me be the new me, a much stronger, much more amazing woman than I am in the past. Let me embrace myself and learn to love myself, more now than ever. I’ve been through so much with my diagnosis, my treatment, and my fear. It’s natural for me to feel relief, to worry, and to be afraid of what the future holds even after my doctor tells me that there is a remedy and my life is moving on. It’s a sweet moment with a lot of bitter mixed in. I will never be the same person I was before. I’ve grown, learned, and become a new person. It's not easy to be with people around me who do not really understand my roller coaster journey. It’s alright to feel more than one emotion, and it’s all right to be afraid of what the future holds. Now, I l...

I used to pray to go to my Chemotherapy and back home. On our way to the hospital, I double round my Holy Rosary, plus the Chaplet of Divine Mercy using my new Crystal Rosary beads gift of love and faith from Jerusalem. Going back home most of the time I am sleeping so I think I seldom finish my rosary, so I pray to my guardian angel that in that case, please finish it for me. Yes, prayer is my thanksgiving gift to God each time I am facing fear I keep my heart focus on my faith to his promises. As soon as you have begun to pray, an answer was given. Daniel 9:23 Thank you, to Tita Madre,  Sister Thea for this wonderful sacrament.

Grateful to you my Lord, in heaven. You've blessed me beyond measure. Thankful that in my heart lives life's greatest treasure. That You, dear Jesus, reside in that place and I'm ever so grateful for Your unending grace. A special day set aside for the reception of the blessings of God in a special way. Today, the floodgates of Heaven are opened wide for us to ask for Divine Mercy of God in our lives and the whole world at  large. Heaven is opened wide to pour down Favour, Grace, healing, deliverance to mankind, etc. Why not ask for these?  The Mercy of God abounds greatly today because He wants it that way. Jesus Christ said; Ask and you shall receive, Seek and you shall find; Knock and the door will be opened to you. Let us not miss today" s opportunity.  Our God is a Loving and Merciful God.  Lord have mercy on us! Amen

Thankful to you my Lord, that You've blessed me beyond measure. Thankful that in my heart lives life's greatest treasure. That You, dear Jesus, reside in that place and I'm ever so grateful for Your unending grace. A little rest after breakfast at  Epping, Victoria, Australia Photo was taken: May 20, 2019 Happy Blissful Feast of Divine Mercy Sunday!  A special day set aside for the reception of the blessings of God in a special way. Today, the floodgates of Heaven are opened wide for us to ask for the Divine Mercy of God in our lives and the whole world at large. Heaven is opened wide to pour down Favour, Grace, healing, deliverance to mankind, etc. Why not ask for these? The Mercy of God abounds greatly today because He wants it that way. Jesus Christ said; Ask and you shall receive, Seek and you shall find; Knock and the door will be opened to you. Let us not miss today" s opportunity. Our God is a Loving and Merciful God. Lord have mercy on us! Amen

These past days I am uncertain about many things. I need to learn everything about my health on my own, one discovery after another, I cannot explain because I cannot understand. All I know was to follow my heart, I can act quickly for no reason at all, basta kumikilos at basta lng naiisip ko ito, ganito, lahat sinisubukan dahil ang prayer ko ay "Lord, I know you are in control, you know everything about my past and my future, perhaps these disease looks like set back, but at times it seems like a set-up to level me, seems God is preparing me to the fullness of my destiny. I lift all of these cross, bahala ka na po sa akin, sa amin. Ituro mo po ang gagawin, at tulungan mo po ako sa lahat ng ito." and He help me make it through, He carry my cross and carry me. I need to practice obedience to see God's higher purpose for me. I change from day to day basis and lead myself to the unknown. I need to pass these tests, I think God wants to refine me. He wants to see if I can pas...

"O Lord, my God, in You I take refuge." Psalm Ps 7 Pope Francis delivers a rare 'Urbi et Orbi' blessing amid pandemics. The Extraordinary Urbi et Orbi is aired live by Vatican News at 1 am on March 28 (Manila time) Pope Francis has said he will grant a plenary indulgence to the faithful who watch or listen to his extraordinary blessing "Urbi et Orbi". In response to the ongoing coronavirus pandemic, will give the extraordinary blessing to the city and the world at 6pm Rome time, 5pm GMT. With the public joining him only by television, internet, or radio, "we will listen to the word of God, raise our prayer (and) adore the Blessed Sacrament," he said. "At the end, I will give the benediction 'Urbi et Orbi,' to which will be connected the possibility of receiving a plenary indulgence." Read more : https://www.vaticannews.va/.../urbi-et-orbi-pope...

When you can be yourself, you allow others to be themselves. You are ok Sol. You are, in fact, more than that. You are worthwhile. You are worth it. You are worthy, even when you do not feel like it, you are. Be strong and courageous. We all have a different journey, and each journey is unique. Your journey is uniquely beautifully Yours. Embrace it! Lord, please bear with me, each time I am asking you, again and again, to heal me soon, help me overcome the hardest part of my treatment. I am not good at understanding all these things, yet I know you know my heart. So help me God. Sol Albar

Lord teach us how to worship You more in the midst of our COVID-19 trials and health. Help us to understand that when these tests and trials come, it’s a testing of our faith and it’s only to make us stronger. I pray that while we are going through these trials, that You remind us daily that you are with us. Wrap your loving arms around us, shield us and protect us from the evil one. Thank you, Lord, for loving us and having patience with us. Even when we mess up, You continue to love us and be faithful to us. Thank you, Lord, for your mercies and grace toward us. We love You sweet and precious Jesus. "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted. " Good Friday is only two weeks away, and the Gospel is a clear indication of what will happen in Jerusalem. Dark clouds are gathering over the head of Jesus. Thank you so much, Lord, God in Heaven for always taking care of me, and last night. Thank you so much for your loving hands through my husband, sisters, and doctors. God bless us a...

 Grant my wish to myself to get well soon. Moon's wish come true.

Jesus said to the Jews: "If I testify on my own behalf, my testimony cannot be verified. But there is another who testifies on my behalf, and I know that testimony he gives on my behalf is true." Gospel Jn 5:31-47 My Note: I believe, Jesus is the true son of God in heaven. He was sent to us in the name of our Father in heaven to save us. To tell us how much we are loved by his Father so he does embrace the will of the father to save us through his blood. Hallelujah! Miracles are beyond our understanding that is why it is called Miraculous. Yes, many things happened, and still, many more challenges are happening nowadays. Thank you so much, Lord, you bless us and our families with health, life, love, concern, support, and a big heart to genuinely love. My condition is not a joke, my awesome doctor explained to me that H is not bad because the other results are good. It is very important to me to understand the meaning of his explanation. In my mind, God is working behind our t...

Today is my 5th Chemo Cycle Treatment. My Roller Coaster journey is quite different today. Thank you so much, to Laban Tayo Sol Team! We made it very well on my Chemo session today. We start with my BP 120/70 and finish it with BP 130/80. Everything is smooth and good. God bless my awesome and supportive Oncologist Doctor Jorge Ignacio as well as my attending nurses Karen and Lira. I love and appreciate my awesome Doctor, matiyaga siya in explaining to me the goodness in H and L in my blood chem laboratory results. He even joke me at times while reading my list of questions, I felt good to know his honest answers. It's important to me. Today is my 1st time going out after NCov19 Community quarantine lockdown, it's always like a 1st time for me in every cycle of my treatment, but today is a more fantastic day, the amazing experience makes me happy, I can feel God's love within me, it's mix emotions, better to understand the process in dealing with my treatments. I learn...

I made this pictures while I am waiting for my turn to have my chest xray. Thanks sa apps, nalibang ako at na happy pa. Nakaka praning na rin talaga itong mga pangyayari sa kasalukutan, mabuti may Dios na matatakbuhan sa mga ganitong kahirap na sitwasyon nating lahat. Yes, Cancer is no joke... the struggles, the pain, anxiety, financial problems name it and we have experienced it. Thanks to God He is giving us His wonderful blessings I/we are still alive and safe in his care. My prayers to all who are with me in this roller-coaster ride. God bless and keep us all safe from any harm and viruses. God bless my husband, son, family, doctors, nurses safe, happy, and healthy. Thank you so much, mga sisters by blood and affinity for helping my husband to raise extra funds to support my treatment. God bless us. Lord, shield us with your most precious blood against NCov19 and all other harmful things happening around. “Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find;...

In times like this, I believe that "God is watching us from a distance." Malalampasan din nating lahat ang mga ito. In Jesus name. Amen. Most gracious Lord Jesus, cover us, and our home with your most precious blood, Mother Mary and Saint Joseph pray for us who have recourse to thee. Amen

My 1st cup of coffee, and my thoughts for this great morning, " A quiet mind cures all." Everything will work out in the end. We don't need to know-how. We just have to trust God that it will. Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let my request be made known to God, And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard my heart and my mind in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7