When You Can Be Yourself!

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When you can be yourself, you allow others to be themselves. You are ok Sol. You are, in fact, more than that. You are worthwhile. You are worth it. You are worthy, even when you do not feel like it, you are. Be strong and courageous. We all have a different journey, and each journey is unique. Your journey is uniquely beautifully Yours. Embrace it! Lord, please bear with me, each time I am asking you, again and again, to heal me soon, help me overcome the hardest part of my treatment. I am not good at understanding all these things, yet I know you know my heart. So help me God. Sol Albar



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