Diary of Love, Faith, Hope, and Victory!

Jesus, King of Mercy I trust in you! Dearest Sol, thank you for being grateful at all times for how far you've come, and not just how far you have to go. You may not be where you want to be, but neither are you where you used to be. It can be easy to get caught up in how far you have to go. Don't forget to look back, and recognize how far you have come. Every day brings you one step closer. God will make a way for you. I love you, Sol One step closer. God will make a way for you. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, smarter than you think, and twice as beautiful as you'd ever imagined. Jesus, please take care of me and let me recover smoothly. Amen   Holy Mary Mother of God, I turn to you for protection please hear and pray with me in my prayers and help me in my speedy recovery, and needs and save me from every danger. Amen It's my 35th Chemo treatment! Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginni...

I called the chemo days my ‘rainbow’ days and pictured healing thoughts as I received my infusions. This helped me to stay positive and endure the most difficult time of my Blue Ribbon life journey. I did a countdown of the treatments, and mentally it helped me to  see that number is getting higher and know the greatest healer is working on the process of my treatment and soon be cured completely. This Picture was taken September 11, 2022, Sunday Morning at SnR Alabang Tomorrow, Monday, September 12, 2022, is my 35th Chemo Cycle Treatment. Jesus, King of Mercy, I trust in you. Mother Mary pray for us who have recourse to thee. Amen  Thank you, Lord, for the provision you gift me and my husband Tony to continue my treatment. God bless all the generous, kind-hearted, prayers partners "Laban Tayo Sol Team" who never get tired of praying with me in my difficult and not-so-easy times. God gives graces and blessings because He loves us dearly. He works in a mysterious way. That in ...

To God be the glory! My 34th Chemotherapy, course 5 was finished gently. Jesus, bless all my veins and let all my medicines run effectively and smoothly all over my body. God bless Me, Tony, Maryann, Doc Ignacio, and the Nurses who never get tired and was always with me during my treatment. Grant me my fastest body recovery and be well gently. In Jesus' name. Amen

To God be all the glory! Today is my Anti-rabies Vaccination Graduation day. I've been in my 15 days under observation due to a cat bite. I need to submit myself for a series of serious VERORAB anti-rabies vaccines and ERIG - Immunoglobin to complete my antibodies for my immunity and protection against animal rabies. Since I am a Cancer Patient all are not that easy, thank you, God, in heaven for giving me my husband Tony and Ate Malou for assisting me in my requirements along the process.  Let me acknowledge my kind and concerned Doctors that cure the side effects on my skin along the process. Infection Disease Specialist Dra. Nenita Alberto gave me the medication for the unusual flare of Urticaria/hives that appear in my whole body except my face area for 3 consecutive days.  Let me also give thanks to a prestigious Dra. Rossana Ditangco of RITM for the advice while we are monitoring my condition. Also to my very kind Oncology, Doctor Jorge Ignacio for his timely approval on...

These past days I am uncertain about many things. I need to learn everything about my health on my own, one discovery after another, I cannot explain because I cannot understand. All I know was to follow my heart, I can act quickly for no reason at all, basta kumikilos at basta lng naiisip ko ito, ganito, lahat sinisubukan dahil ang prayer ko ay "Lord, I know you are in control, you know everything about my past and my future, perhaps these disease looks like set back, but at times it seems like a set-up to level me, seems God is preparing me to the fullness of my destiny. I lift all of these cross, bahala ka na po sa akin, sa amin. Ituro mo po ang gagawin, at tulungan mo po ako sa lahat ng ito." and He help me make it through, He carry my cross and carry me. I need to practice obedience to see God's higher purpose for me. I change from day to day basis and lead myself to the unknown. I need to pass these tests, I think God wants to refine me. He wants to see if I can pas...