Diary of Love, Faith, Hope, and Victory!

Congratulations Andreij Albar "PBE Doujin" PPGL 2019, Season 3, Tekken 7, Champion for the 4th time. Gold belt for Andreij.

Today is my 1st cycle of chemo, 1st line of treatment. All are ready. We arrived just timely at the FMAB Qualimed PGH Hospital. I am nervous and I cannot explain the fear I have inside, with my family around I was able to make it look like I am a perfect courageous patient. Someone like me going through a vast life-changing experience needs a lot of prayers and strength. Yes. God is my strength and my refuge. I Peter 4:19 - So then, those who suffer according to God’s will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good. When you’re enduring chemotherapy, sometimes faith is all you have.  I choose to live my life as long as I am alive.  Don't be sad Sol, o ne day you will get well again and all your joy, energy, the hair will all come back...  Stay strong courageous little warrior.  Lord, into your hands I commit my weak, haggard, and aching body.  Exodus 14:14 – The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still. 1st Chemotherapy, December 19, 2019 I

I was not able to sleep the whole night. I am smiling, though my heart is aching. My heart wants to burst into tears. I choose to be a submissive wife of Tony and follow what he thinks could be the best for me. Romans 8:28 – And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Dealing with cancer can be one of the most time consuming and exhausting issues in one’s lifetime. Pandemic is another challenging issue. Side effects, expensive treatments, and the physical burdens can be a bit much for me and surely for anyone to manage, but that is where faith and spirituality can step in to offer a reprieve. I always pray to God that my family and loved ones know how all-encompassing it can be. I have so much time talking to God. I become closer to him more than ever. Hebrews 11:1 – Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see. We'll Win As One!  My son is my eyes when I cannot see